imma bibliophile

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

you know what? lately, i've been going to many bookstore, Gramedia, Kwitang and Periplus. Im looking for JP Sartre's book with the tittle, the age of reason or in french we call L'âge de raison. Its a novel based on the phenomene of world war II and its a philoshopic book for those who wants to learn the WW II historic with the point of view of jean paul sartre. Im interested so much, coz i am indeed a french language student that really really lack of motivation of reading french literature. Poor me uh. so that. Alhamdulillah, Allah give me enough money to buy lot of books this week. First when i was at Gramedia cinere i bought voltaire's book with the title candide. well, dont ask me how it goes co i an't gonna give ya a resume. im kinda lazy to do that LOL. after that, i went to gramedia matraman, and finnally bought one historical islamic book "bangkit dan runtuhnya bangsa mongol'.. and when i went to MKG i bought one conspiracy book of henry makow with the title "illuminati". the last one , still at the same mall, i went to periplus, an impor bookstore, i bought See Me by nicholas sparks, and Sherlock Holmes vol 1 by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. ah what a pleasure, never get enough of buying books. Whether to spend it to a cosmetics store, or departement store to buying some clothes. I prefer go to the bookstore and buy those books that i wanted since longtime. well, see you again!

a bibliophile called andromeda
the edge of the galaxy
20.41

le regret

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Turning head to the past

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I know,it was such a waste

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I understood,  nothing we could change

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I agree, the rice has turn into porridge and no longer solid

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But

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Sometimes, along the way

We can not just look forward

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Probably,we could stop for a sec

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And look behind us

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All those dark times

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Thank God

We ain’t go too far

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Then

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Let’s continue the journey

Coz we still have lot of things to do

And the railway is about to prolonge

Andromeda

the edge of milkyway

20.28

Fleur

seems like those flowers bloomed for the second time

A song by machine gun kelly - hailee stainfeld

I wrote this song as a message for help

On behalf of anybody finding theirself

I wrote this letter to numb your pain

'Cause everyday I wake up I'm feeling the same

I got issues just like you got issues

I been hurt I seen the scar tissue

If I show you would you run away

Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay

Do I, even need you, should I leave you

Do I, gotta be you, just to please you

Do I, say I'm all good, when I bleed you

Through my, heart, quit tearing mine apart

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

But if you can't take me at my worst

You don't deserve me at my best

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about, aight check this out

Life is about making mistakes

It's also about trying to be great

Do not let failure scare you away

I know you fed up, you fall, get up

It's all in us, I can speak about 'cause I did it (true)

Ladies and gentlemen here's the exhibit

It's my life look a little closer you could see the highlight

Gold ain't always golden but I told 'em

Look at all the years I've been waiting for a moment

Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the morning

Tell me could you love me, tell me could you love me

Tell me could you love me if I told you why

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

But if you can't take me at my worst

You don't deserve me at my best

This song's for anybody, yeah

Who feels like I did

Never the cool kid

This song's for anybody

Who fought their way through

Always remain true

This song's for anybody

The one's who trying to get it

The one's who dreaming and live it

This song's for anybody

This song, this song, this song, this song, this song, this song

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

But if you can't take me at my worst

You don't deserve me at my best

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about

mood 2

MOOD

"A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets."
do you know what's on her thoughts?

NN

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Sesak, dan terhimpit

Suatu pagi aku terbangun, dari sebuah mimpi buruk yang terus mengintai

Kemudian ku tengok jendela kamar, ternyata matahari belum jua tampak

Ku pincingkan mata, melihat ke arah jam dinding, masih pukul tiga

Hhhhh

Akhir-akhir ini, dadaku begitu sesak, seperti dihimpit papan kayu

Dan kepalaku seakan ditindih oleh bongkahan batu

Beberapa pekan belakangan ini,

Aku merasa takut, ketika kupejamkan mata

Esoknya tak mau terbuka 

Aku khawatir dan belum siap

Akan pertemuan dengan Rabb penciptaku

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Aku tak sanggup bila harus menahan

Konsekwensi dosa dan maksiatku

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yaRabb... izinkanlah, agar

detakkan jantung ini tetap bisa berpacu lebih lama lagi

helaan nafas ini dapat bertahan hingga beberapa waktu lagi

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yaKarim

kumohon

Matikanlah aku, disaat

Puncak kecintaan ku hanya kepadaMu

Panggilah aku, disaat

Aku sedang bermesra denganMu

yaAllah, semoga Kau kabulkan

karena apalah dayaku sebagai hamba?

hanya dapat menengadahkan tangan

dan meringkuk dalam doa

Andromeda

pdk labu

19.45